Stop sitting there reminding yourself of what you don’t have or couldn’t be and start thinking of who you are and what you have become.
This is very powerful.
“Yeah but, this couple in a relationship have it all and I’m sitting here lonely”
Just rejoice that you have more time than them and you are far more devoted to God’s work.
“I’m not very good at socialising and people think I’m weird.”
You have come so far so quickly and you will continue to progress. You are just quite - there is nothing wrong with that.
“I’m nervous about doing a certain activity and I’m afraid I’ll make a fool of myself.”
And what if you? You can still try again and pick up from where you were last time. You become a little better each time you try. This is humility.
You get the idea.
I hope this help.
When all else fails, just rejoice in who God as crafting you to be. Listen to Him and his callings. Pray and study His Word.
~ASP